My Kawaii Bloggie

Freedom once again...

is good to have some changes in life sometimes...

it will bring u to a greater height and make u realise that there is still beautiful things ard you...

work hard and road of success is all infront of me...

Written @ 10:42 AM

is a good day tdy...

many good days ahead and many good things coming along...

things will be better off starting tml... ***hopefully***

Written @ 10:11 PM

i cant even have my freedom to blog out how i feel and wat i think...

for some reasons some people proclaim that all my blogging is ALL related to her/him...

wat is this... either u take it or leave it... not happy or anything there is always a thing call open ur golden mouth...

dun expect everyone to think the same as u... if u cant accept wat other ppl think and doings... leave silently...

saying me never consider how u feel... all u think about is how u feel expect ppl to feel for you... in the end lei.... have u ever spare a tot of ppl ard u... when ppl care for u wat did u do??? accept willingly.... NO.... u never.... u still bite back at ppl...

when things is broken it takes time to heal... did u do it naturally or are u being urself in the first place??? have u ever....

honestly no one owe u anything now... after all these shitty things.... just one main problem i realise and that is u URSELF.... cos u cant even forgo wat u have did before and keep puting words into ppl mouth and end up ppl ard is all at fault...

i wonder if u have ever really think abt all this incidents before u conclude on me and my doings... u cant even understand wat i did those things to u... u think too shallow of me and u did not even think that far for urself tho....

how can u make me realise that u r being matured and not naive... wat do u have to make me believe u... when i am already seeing things so clearly now of wat u r facing???

well anyway there wont be any more chances that i will be telling u this... watever it is... watever it takes.... i see TRUE u this time round....

i feel so silly for giving out so much... in the end things ended in this way...

fate once brought us tgt and did make us seperate... if u got no regrets last of all... wish u all the best and luck in watever u do....

adios!!! to once upon a friend...

Written @ 1:53 PM

ultimately u r still the one...

Written @ 6:36 PM

blogger giving me prob again!!!! shitt ass mann!!!

everything is so screw up...

***Bei Pan*** nice song.... current fav now...

got a feeling of being betrayed???

Written @ 11:51 PM

so fast is already mid of Aug already...

kinda slack this month... achieve nothing but den alot of shit things... hahaha....

things seems to be diff now... why is it so i wonder???

cos u change??? or i have change???

perhaps let nature take its course things will be better...

friendship??? ger boy relationship??? which weight more???

can they be compare in the first place???

well in my opinion and in many cases... R/S do come first... friends is just like there to standby and support when things happened... hopefully i wont be like that next time...

nicer words is to standby and support... ugly one is making use...

perhaps in order to survive outside... this is the way to do it... well...

but den sometime a lil appreciation a lil greeting can change everything n someone perception... this is how i feel...

wat is the real meaning of being a true friend???

only when things happened den u r by their side and that is consider friend... when nothing happened??? they dun even fuck care??? wahahaha....

well well... i dun really know wat i am trying to say... is so here n there...

anyway tml i am going to genting... hopefully after this trips things will be better for me....

HUAT! HUAT!! HUAT!!!

Written @ 10:35 AM

DON'T TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED

Written @ 12:53 AM

is a nice saturday!!!

i went out with samll uncle to gambling cruise and is my first time too... we went to leisure world. kinda big inside but is a lil pack today cos is a PH i guess... well pack but so wat... we still managed to gamble there... hahaha....

is kinda fun too... more excitment also cos is in SGD not like i play in Genting is in RM machiam nt money... but still lucky star is with me... i won a lil today... and i got to know more abt Baccarat. i only played "Da Xiao" and Baccarat for today.

we go early and left early... took the 5pm ferry back to spore. after that headed home uber hungry cos gamble until no time to eat.. wahaha...

den arrange to meet up with linet den plan plan end up everything change... haha... cos mummy called and say dinner tgt... and so we agree and ard 7+ we went to east coast for dinner and super fullllll.... bao gar ai tou... hahaha...

after that go to aunty house see her new maid and baby... so funny... the maid is uber small size.. but kinda pretty... amazing she is indo but can speak a lil of canto... cool man!!!

and now i am back home blogging.... gheex... that is my day... kinda detailed eh... but well.... is a happy day!!!

Written @ 12:03 AM

was reading nana blog and come to realise and agree that is really doesnt pay good to be kind is really damn fucking true...

have you ever wonder why ppl come to u and ask for help??? is it u r a approachable? give good advise? good listener?

be it u are the watever above... in the end do ppl appreciate it??? i guess is more like u OUGHT to help out is a MUST for you to do something... not that u r the above mentioned... guess i've seen the true and real colours...

talking abt planning... is kind of sick now i guess i just plan for my life and care n bother only MYSELF...

sometime u really wan to help someone really out of good will and dun expect anything in return in the end... who cares... FUCK!!!

i think i had had enough of all those lame excuses and stupid excuses already... NO TIME is not an issues NO HEART to do it is the real factor...

perhaps next time when u r in trouble... i am no longer there for you already... goodbye and take care man... all the best!!!

i shall put me, myself and I in the first place next time and really ignore how ppl feel and think... i should live like a superstar in my life instead of creating many drama mama stories n nonsense... haha...

those drama maker!!! pls wake and get some life man... pls horrr is get some life of your own horrr not creating life OKKK.... dun misunderstand me... thank you!!!

anyway names is not being mentioned so pls reader, dun get too sensitive and think that i am talking abt you or saying abt you... cos i only care n think of myself now... dun have the intention to hurt or gossip abt others... watever shit things happened or wat horr.. is NON-OF-MY-BIZ!!!

fuck off to those who still in their own lala word.... wahahahaha!!!!

Written @ 11:54 PM

having bad tummy upset... wahaha... always go toilet. this morning went 2 times le... hopefully will be ok later...

wat is there to blog abt... sian sian...

Written @ 11:21 AM

should blog more abt daily issues...

yst nite went to giant with parents, on the way there dad said is it go straight den i say yes all the way straight den u can see giant. mummy say oh... no wonder u know how to go cos always go straight... wahahaha.... oh mannn... got turn here n there i dunno how to go...

was having a lil tummy upsset last nite after coming back home... i guess is the tomatoe i ate in the noon time perhaps is a lil spoil... i lao sai a few times and stomach very pain.... just now bomb like 3 to 4 times... zan zan man....

anyway i am back to viwawa games again... playing wahjiong... hahaha... seems fun and mummy ask me to let her play... she play for abt 30mins last nite...

oh ya forget to mentioned that i went to the trial session with ong lai huey on monday... i was gaga-ing inside the gym room... hahaha... cos many things i dunno how to operate... den i lao deng bua lor, lor ka.... hahahaha...

tdy is a glommy day.. since i wake up till now the sky is not bright at all... make me feel a lil sad like that... gheex... mad mad... well everyone let's move on!!!

tdy is wed!!! buy 4D and get HUAT!!!!

afterall money make the world go round... wahahaha... HUAT!!! HUAT!!! HUAT!!!

Written @ 12:53 PM

was reading sis blog and this word LOVE n RESPONSIBILITY came in...

how to define?

can this two words be mixed tgt and carry on with that person for the rest of the life??? i wonder???

LOVE is infinity... RESPONSIBILITY is lifetime... so do they matached in my own terms??? or it comes in a package?

when u r in love with someone soon the love will turn into a responsibility, cos u have to be responsible for each other actions. so LOVE is it only exist in the beginning of every relationship? and become a responsibility in the end if u are able to get along with ur partner. and it will be a burden if u r unable to communicate with that someone.

but den again... watever love has lead anyone to be it good or bad... it happened for a reason... u will never understand n know the answer cos is XoXo gossip girls XoXo... hahahaha!!!!

relax choya everyone... let's be happy... and heal the world make it a better place... wahahahahahahahaha....

Written @ 5:51 PM